mom

I'm going to meet my mother at 2:00 after work today. She has been throwing hints that she's "tired." She has also been getting things in order for her death. Her burial is already paid, and today we're going to run some errands for the same purpose.

She really misses my dad, and she has seemed preoccupied lately.

She had chest pain recently, and she refuses to go to the doctor. Gathering from what she is not saying, I think she's ready to go "home."

But I'm not.

Although she is not what I'd call suicidal, I do believe she doesn't want any intervention if something should happen.

I can handle this...I can handle this....